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sometimes get those feelings where you dont know where to put the energy,and have to watch out,but its ok.was thinking back today about some of the jobs ive worked in,crazy when i think back,thoughts of getting ready in the morning,late as usual,some awfull empty jobs,but a lot of good memories connected to the social times i had away from all of that and after id got paid,some great times especially in the jobs i had at school,ah to have cash in the pocket....they never worked out....getting the sack...some can say its nieve,i say im fresh...some just seem a bit dry,bitter,weve all got our problems,cards were dealt,its up to us how we play em.im really so lucky to have seen what i have.i always want to be the artist,sometimes the one thats a bit sharper....spose i am a grafter tho,what im trying to say is you get out what you put in,but its ok too just to work to enjoy yourself,no great plan,i love those times when you just cant be bothered,not in a bad mood way but total relaxation.its the longing,i spose we all do it,its natual,like rays from the sun,the river to the sea...i like walking round london,sometimes you can just feel thousands of years of history.hope to get some good sleep in and refresh,dreams of dreams and soft sounds drifting through.im taking a look at the new lyrics,some revolutions do work and even better when there the type that use our thoughts,i think you need meanings to be blurred to a degree,but you need to hit hard too,find the balance,thats the art.ive been working on overdub ideas,want to keep the quality and sharpness,the difference will always show when you know what you want and mean it,economy.ok,speak soon.